In the Bible we find God telling us “…Seek peace and pursue it”, Psalm 34:14
C.JoyBell C. rewrote the words of the lord in her own way by telling us to “go in the direction of where your peace is coming from”
What if you can only describe yourself as shattered metal, smashed and scattered all over the universe but in the presence of this one person all of a sudden you feel centered and whole again.
Swiftly, all the fractional pieces of your meaningless existence perfectly fall into place to form the riddled puzzle your brain was trying so hard to solve with logic, but is instead attained through love.
Just like earth orbits the sun, his eyes are the gravitational attraction that make me stand tall rather than fall.
When the idea of this blog came to life, all I wanted was to talk about the life of a single mom, her struggles and achievements, her tears and laughter and how to help other women feel empowered and strong.
I wanted to shed light on all the wrongs in our society and how malfunctioning our judicial system is when it comes to custody rights.
Instead I found myself writing about love…
Is it a crime?
Would it be wrong if the laws of nature decided to take a different turn and give my life a new meaning?
Does being a single mom imply that I have to eliminate the fact that I am a woman in need of love, hence a man?
How I miss being in love…
I don’t mean the regular falling in love but to find a true man.
A man that stands so tall and makes me rise from the ashes and washes my sins away just by loving me fully.
The one that will be capable of loving me despite my past and flaws in a society that sets rules for us to be worthy of the white gown.
Will there ever be someone worthy of being part of my life again, even if that will mean that some sacrifices will have to be made for Alicia him and I to have a happy life together.
I will write about MirAlica, but also how miracles do happen everyday, for love is my peace and I
am determined to pursue it!
